A couple of days ago I wrote about Twelve Step Recovery Resources. The links shared there are for those who may just be beginning to explore recovery and learn about it without already knowing or understanding what their “drug/addiction of choice is.
This is the time of year when people resolve to get healthier, get in shape, lose weight, tone up, slim down, get fit to fit in…
Many have learned to hate their bodies, to hate themselves because of their bodies. Some have a love/hate relationship with food. Others experience Body Dysmorphia, Anorexia, Bulimia, Binge Eating Disorder, Food Restricting, Laxative Abuse, Exercise Abuse.
Compulsive Eating Disorders are probably undiagnosed, unidentified, unrecognized, and untreated in significant numbers in the United States. Possibly elsewhere as well.
Uncontrollable, out of control, overwhelming thoughts, emotions, compulsions to shovel everything that can be eaten or fast until the mirror’s distorted image stops showing dimples in the skin where dimples shouldn’t go, wrack and rule so many of us. We are ashamed. We hide the evidence of our binges. Others hide the evidence of the food they pretended to eat. Still others experience a paralyzing inability to let food pass their lips and their bodies immediately, automatically, involuntarily eject whatever has been taken in.
Type II Diabetes; Hypoglycemia; Hyperglycemia; Insulin Resistance; Ulcers in the stomach, throat, and mouth; Kidney failure; Dehydration; Heart disease; Stroke; on and on and on the lists go on.
Diets don’t work ~ or not for long. Weight lost finds it’s way back and brings extra friends along for the ride. Weight found soon disappears again. Both are visible no matter how invisible the body’s wearer tries to be.
Sometimes starting in the early childhood of those being cared for by others who learned to restrict or binge at the tables of their forebears.
On and on and on the cycles go: Up, Down, Side to Side, Overweight, Underweight – Nobody’s perfect at the perfect weight.
Come home to OA. Let us love you while you learn to love yourself. Keep coming back until you get your miracle, then stay and share yours with others until they get theirs. Accept. Validate. Love.
Boundaries: No crosstalk – no interrupting, no judging, no feedback, no advice.
Remember: Who shows up here, what is shared here, when you leave here, let it stay here.
Anonymous: First names only. Psuedonyms and screen names are safe too.
TYFS ~ Thank you for sharing your ESH ~ experience, strength, and hope. KCB ~ Keep Coming Back
It works if you work it.
I’ll see you in the rooms and catch you on the loops. Meetings every three hours, on the hour, on the 3’s ET.
The Recovery Group Meetings ~ http://www.therecoverygroup.org/support/meetings.html
Choose a doorway: Doorway 1 is the “pretty” version of the room. Doorway 2 is the “old school” veneer. Same room, same meeting, same folks.
Through these doors you will find HOPE.